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2010-10-10T04:43:00.001+08:00

Uhoo.. I'm gonna be back real soon
Gonna do some revamp too.. keke =D

I go IN and i am WORRIED

2010-05-31T00:26:00.002+08:00

Alright i know my blog is dying..

All becos i have nothing to blog..

Been working for the past 3 weeks with only 1 off day and i spend the whole morning playing MJ to 9am with 1 siao char bo and 1 whining queen.. :x (bet she saw this she gonna kill me)

FINALLY!!

I have received admission letter from SIM University

Feeling = Mix (Worried abt how to pay for my school another thing is.. is it what i really want?)

Cos this course gonna take 4 yrs of my time.. and money..

is not gonna be easy..

but without it, i am nothing.. with just a diploma.. can get me to nowhere only here..

stress.. thinking and thinking..

and crap i have to waste 300 on TAX!! arrrggg...

Bill..bills..billsssssssss... >.

So into KPOP

2010-04-11T15:30:00.003+08:00

I am so into KPOP now..

At work alone listening to kpop songs..

Browsing allkpop webby..

Searching for their latest clips in youtube..

Girl group is so "HOT" in KPOP!!

*dddrrroolllsss* they can really dances.. and i mean all the Girl's group are very good at it..

What can i say more.. "envy"!!

I have just updated my playlist with a few of my favourite kpop songs

Do enjoy if u like kpop too, just like me =D

Can't wait to knock off from work, MJ session with baby's friends..

Everyone cheers and enjoy a relaxing sunday..

PS: I finally have "soup", woopee.. xoxo

Happy Birthday to my dearest bao bei (part 2)

2010-04-10T22:45:00.006+08:00

Just back from dinner in Bugis (Wong kok Char Chan Teng 旺角茶餐厅)

Got free Super big milk tea and a free membership card!!

Full of milk tea in both "him" and my stomach.. =x

Before heading home, baby's papa and mama wanted to see marina bay sand so he took us for a tour..

PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!

Happy Birthday to my dearest bao bei

2010-04-10T16:59:00.004+08:00

Happy 25th Birthday to my dearest "him"

Wanted to go Holland Village for steamboat and xiao long bao, but reservation is full.. (btw the xiao long bao is free flow) *drools*

I need SOUP!!

Have been eating tau hua for the past 1 week.. and crap.. i just ate 1 ock curry puff and 1 red bean pancake and my weight increase, WTH!!

Anyway i was late for my London session and i cancel it.. Simply becos i need to lose til my target weight then i will go back.. is just my commitment to myself lah.. and i was lazy.. i need more sleep :P

Back to topic.. I have gave "him" his present and is to sponsor him to bling his car with "RED" led for his interior car..

Bling bling in progress!!

He even bought a bling bling player for his car.. =x bth!!

Anyway he loves it and is his birthday.. it makes me happy to see him happy!!

Now i am super hungry!! waiting for his papa to come back so that we can go for dinner at bugis juction for "his" long waited "SUPER BIG MILK TEA"!!

I'm gonna go bath now.. everyone have a great weekend!!

2010-04-08T00:24:00.001+08:00

Stay away from me!!

Random

2010-04-06T23:02:00.004+08:00

I can't sleep well..

Feels that my mind is working 24/7..

I think i am losing myself..

At this point, I just want to be alone..

Run away from everything and just start fresh..

Where i can slowly take things in..

Dark side

2010-04-04T23:29:00.002+08:00

LIFE SUX!!

I hate my life..

I wish to enjoy my life but.. but.. but..

Work is occupying so much of my time..

Work my ass off but money still not enough

Is April, what have i accomplish? NOTHING!!

Have not lost any weight since months ago..

SUX SUX SUX!!

Miserable..

Finally I have made my move

2010-04-01T08:22:00.002+08:00

Yes, finally is all done..

I have successfully registered to SIM University‏, woohoo..

After so long, i have finally do it..

Your application has been successfully transmitted to the SIM University. For January intake, you will be notified on the outcome of your application in late November. For July intake, you will be notified on the outcome of your application in late May. (Excluding MTAX, GDESC, GDOSM, GDSWK and GDTEN)

Either i will be selected for January or July intake..

Not excited yet.. just happy that i finally took this decision into action..

I even told my mom that i was registering while on the way there to submit the docs.. hehe..

Happy happy happy :D

Ambition

2010-03-31T08:00:00.002+08:00

Alright, i have made up my mind.. imma go UniSIM later after work and submit my "Application"

I can ride in PY cab and she will drop me there, hehe.. thanks PY

Alright the reason why i am going ahead to apply is PY told me that i can still withdraw the offer if i don't wanna go for July intake and work things out with them and see whether they can put me to Jan intake

Well, i don't really have high hope too.. as today is the "last" day of the intake exercise and as you know they do it on a first come first serve basis.. so well, finger cross..

This few days i have come across a few blogs that do super gorgeous nails..
Petit Nail House
Thistlebelle Nail Boutique

All graduated from "PINKROOM"

I have always in love with nail arts and from the pics that they do for their customer is like super gorgeous lah!!

Imagine you got to see and do pretty nails everyday, it keeps me motivated..

I always wanted to learn that and this have always been in my mind

And reading and seeing what they do and enjoy, it make me motivated to take up the course and be a manicurist.. no kidding..

But still.. now my priority will still be to further my studies then maybe after that i might take up nail course just for my hobby..

Or maybe after that i can do my own small business, hehe..

Should I??

2010-03-30T07:17:00.002+08:00

Was talking to PY abt her study and told her that i also wanted to

Straight, she told me that the entry for July is open and check the webby is open til today

She talk me into applying online and i have filled up my application.

Total course fee with subsidize is $25, 920 with honours degree

She even help me calculated per month i have to pay $500+ for 4 yrs

Actually come to think of it, i am able to afford it

But for now.. my financial is still not stable

The course will commerce in July, by then things will be better

I still feel unstable.. as much as i want to study, i need to get my financial stable first then i will be at ease to study

i know friends always advise to faster study, the more u drag.. the more u won't study eventually..

But i just don't want to rush things and make life difficult for me and my bf..

He have agree that once he is stable, i can start studying

I just don't think i am ready for it yet..

Financial wise i mean..

Cos i know i will be like a mad women always complaining to my bf abt money that causes us to have lots of conflicts which that can be avoided..

For this, i think i will put it til next yr..

By then everything is stable and studying will not be a problem.. *finger cross*

I just need peace

2010-03-26T04:58:00.002+08:00

I have a question, do anyone love to chat with cabby when u are in the cab?

For me.. NO!!

Especially when i am on midnight shift, need the extra time in cab to relax my mind before work start..

This few days i have encounter several cabby that are super talkative

How i wish i can stuff "bao" in their mouth to shut them up *don't meant to be evil*

I love to enjoy looking at scenery, lights.. and enjoy the silence before reaching work or home..

Even worst is when i am super tired and they still try to keep talking to u.. gosh..

I know they just wanna be friendly to their passenger, but when i sound not interested.. just leave me alone.. >.<

I hope for less talkative cabby in the future..

Anyway, yes!! i have changed my blog look and pretty happy with it now..

Ending shift in less than 4 hrs time

I feel "HOT"

2010-03-10T22:45:00.003+08:00

I have been eating extreme 麻辣 soup

Is addictive and is super nice

The main point i eat is becos i want to clear my waste inside my tummy, i feel bloated..

As you know spicy food can make you have tummy ache..

But the heat inside my tummy is now killing me.. "Super Painful"

Think i am killing myself..

Not gonna have tat tomorrow unless i really wanna be dead..

Help!!

The Feeling

2010-03-06T15:52:00.002+08:00

Arrggg..

I hate doing report..

Generating.. Editing.. Copy.. Paste..

So time consuming.. ("_")

Miss my home.. i miss mommy.. i miss JB.. *cry*

I need to replenish my face care product..

I WANT TO GO JB!!! when can i go back???!!

Off day is like super far away..

Mommy has started working, hopes everything is fine and hope she love the job..

Miss u mommy!! Take care of urself ok??

I have to get back to complete as much of my report as possible..

Still got 8 more... $%#%$#&%

Miss Thailand..

2010-02-25T23:18:00.002+08:00

I miss being in Thailand..

My SIL is in Thailand now..

I forgot to tell her to help me buy stuff..arrggg..

Items
Slimming Coffee<--confirm she will buy
T-Shirt
Fake eyelash

Arrgg.. i want to go Thailand shopping.. >.<

Actually Taiwan also can =P

As long i am able to shop, KL also can.. LOL!!

I can't go back JB this week cos my weekends are occupied with work..

Sorry mommy, u have to go do ur hair without me le..

I miss home.. i miss "little miss nottie" aka "little princess" of mine at home..

That you always be "My Baby"

2010-02-24T22:06:00.003+08:00

This past few days we have been quarreling..

I need to change and stay positive..

As he is striving very hard for our future..

Today we quarrel again and i say "it seems that we are not meant to be together anymore" cos we keep on quarreling..

He looked depress.. he look sad..

He have always been the one encouraging me and never give up on this relationship..

When i see that expression in his face, i feel evil for being so cruel to say out those words..

We kept silence til i get off the car..

When i was walking to my workplace, i received sms from him..

"True love is a GIFT, so precious and so rare.
Sometimes we take it for granted, sometimes we do despair.
Our fault is being human, mistakes are everywhere.
Please forgive me, please let me not lose the GIFT!"

My heart melted..

The anger seems to disappear..

The problem seems to resolve in instant..

I just want to tell him that

"You will always be MY baby"

xoxo

Wanted List

2010-02-05T05:17:00.007+08:00

All right, i know all girl have this kinda thinking like when they see idols...

I want her legs.. her stomach.. or any parts lah.. haha..

so here is my wanted list..

SNSD..
I want their legs!! Hotness!!

Kara
Their Tummy and booty.. sexy!!

Korean girls are super pretty and slim.. how i wish i am like them..*envy*

Maybe one day i will be like them.. lol.. *finger cross*

Nisa have been going to the gym for the past weeks.. so happy for her, keep it up babe..

She also cutting down on her food intake *double yay!!*

Guess what, i have been eating throughout my this week night shift and the result is great..

I drop weight much faster than when i am not eating compare to the past. *happy* tsk tsk

Lastly a video of SNSD newest track "oh!"
Watch 소녀시대(Girls' Generation)_Oh!(오)_MusicVideo(뮤직비디오) on Fanpop

P/S: Nisa keep up the good work!!

Wisdom Tooth Extraction

2010-01-26T23:49:00.005+08:00

Well.. i think this is like the first surgery that i have ever done..

PY told me to take out all of my 4 wisdom tooth... but i check out and the 2 upper tooth can't be done without claim.. so i decided not to..

End up, i took out only the one that is affecting my gum which is the left lower wisdom tooth that is pushing my the other tooth..

The dentist injected a very big needle with anesthesia that numb my half face..

the dentist did told me that is painless, but my thinking was that they always say so so that u wont get panic..

Truth enough, the whole procedure i did not feel any pain.. just pressure..

Drilling, pulling, pressing.. erm.. not really sure cos i kinda scare and close my eye :x

The whole process took less than 1hr.. fast or what..

After that dentist sew the wound and its done..

Still have to go back after 2 weeks time to remove the titches..

Keeping my finger cross that is not gonna hurt..

After the numbness when off.. woo.. i tell u the pain is like.. gosh.. it keeps on aching non-stop..

today is the second day, it look so swollen like somebody just punch me on left face..

My bf even say if i go out, i will scare all the ppl to death, exaggerate or what..

But seriously i am plain bored of staying at home..

Eat.. sleep.. use com.. watch tv.. gosh.. feel like a couch potato..

And guess what.. my appetite is getting even bigger than i haven remove my tooth..

Seriously whats got into me.. ahahaha..

I have to stop eating, if not.. i am not sure what infection i gonna get..

Maybe u will see me as a pig head back to work :x *finger cross*

Pixie time..

I wonder how the tooth break into half.. and is huge.. ahaha..

Serious, no shit.. when u see me, i think u will say woo.. who hit u on ur left cheek..
I'm feeling the pain from the jaw too.. cannot open my mouth big..

Shall end here and i just done with my claims.. wondering shud i stop office and pass my claims to Julia.. but my face... hmm..

Nightlife, good or bad.. you decide..

2010-01-24T21:37:00.004+08:00

Saturday night was a awesome night..

But the after effect of alcohol is like disastrous..

Today i shud be going back to JB and spend time with my family, but the after effect is freaking terrible lah..

yesh.. i have never experience hangover before, this is like the first time..

But i still like to go clubbing once in a awhile, hee..

Enjoy while i can and while i am still young..

Mummy told me to drink orange juice, drink half cup and try to sleep but the feeling of wanting to vomit still remain..

After sometime, i finally vomited and i finally got to sleep.. *happy*

Clubbing once in awhile to me i don't think is bad..

I am not wild, i just love to go to places that i can enjoy loud music and dance like nobody business..

Working hard, sometimes i just need some entertainment too..

I have my limits and i know my limits well.. so do rest assure that i will take good care of myself when i am in such places..

To end my post, here are some pics.. enjoy.. loves..

Heart this pics of us..

p/s: mummy sure see my blog and will start nagging when i am back home :x

2010 Resolution

2010-01-17T14:31:00.004+08:00

I know... i am super late... for this post... but.. is never too late to start...

Anyway here is goes..

Tasks to Accomplish:
To get my SAP certification by this yr (Hopefully, finger crossed)
To learn Japanese Language
To start up another saving plan
Cut down on shopping =x
Lose another 10kg
Start going for facial to clear my blackheads

Can only think of those right now..

Last week celebrated our cute little princess birthday in JB.
She is extremely happy and let everyone carry her..
Think she know is the big day.. ahaha..

She loves the camera..
Automatically gets cheeky..

Love this pics lots.. she is so bubbly.. hehe..

Can't wait to spend more time at home with my family..
Loves!! xoxo..

My bf is starting his training tomorrow and he is sending me to work before heading to his, super happy..

Looking forward for a better yr!!

P/S: Tini, jia you wor!! All the helpdesk members jia you!!

First entry for 2010

2010-01-03T13:56:00.007+08:00

Its 2010.. and i haven start my first entry..

lots of pics..

My new loves!!
Baby brought me a new lappy and i have got my new bb bold, waited for so long and sorry babe to keep u waiting.. hehe

New year countdown wit babe at Clarke Quay and bum into babe's friend..

This is our first album for 2010.. many more to come..
love babe new hair, very nice.. :D

Over the past one week i have been accompanying my family and lesser time with baby, sorry for neglecting u.. sometime how i wish i can be in 2 different places..

cherish every moment with them..

Met up wit Zen, it has been very long since we meet up..
btw i met zen when we were working in FEP.. those were great days..
she slim down alot and venture her own business.. good for her..
anyway we met up and she talk to me abt what her company is doing and i found it was great, helping ppl and also offering ppl to some investment plans..
is never too early to think abt old age.. and plan for retirement..
start from small saving or investment and it will really help for the future.. hehe..

My first pics for 2010

Bought a new chair and table cloth for my personal area..
Love it but not satisfy yet, shall source for more decorative things for my area..

Now
Still looks plain..

Baby got another letter from MBS.. he cant wait to start his training.. hehe..

Great start for 2010 so far.. and many great returns!!

New year resolution, have u written urs?

Blog soon.. =)

Merry Christmas 2009

2009-12-25T23:32:00.010+08:00

Actually this is the first Christmas that i ever spend it outside

Me and baby will always spend the night at home or i will be in JB with my family.
This yr, everything change..
I think that 2009 is my beginning..
I have experience so much this yr..

My Christmas eve begins with waking up late for server check, end up reaching the office at 10.30am.. luckily Julia never scold me.. :x
Count down to 1pm as we are having half day
Went to bugis street and bugis junction with sw..
ended up she bought a top which only cost $19.90 is consider cheap..
took train back to wdl and meet my baby..

Have Ajisen raman as usual, not able to finish.. haha..
Courts is now having Year End Sales = YES!!
Sony VAIO!!! i want that.. the deal is great..
baby is gonna get that for me as a christmas pressie and a new camera!!
*super excited*

I brought baby a brand new "MOUSE".. wonder how long can it last as it is not cheap..
the last time he brought the mouse only last him for like 3 months which he claim that it last for half a year.. lol..

Christmas countdown was to go Clarke Quay "Hooters"
Woo.. so many ppl as expected.. even is crowded, we are still willing to come out to celebrate Christmas as is better to stay at home.. we wanna experience the FUN..
Ended staying til 12 plus 1am and off we go to GoldenMile, Thai Disco 2.. lol..
Cos one of our friend is there..

The entrance fee is cheap $15..
To my surprise is kinda fun.. alot of pretty and sexy ladies..
But was not sure whether is it "real", wahaha..

All was fun.. wonder whats counting down to 2010..hehe..

The gays!!

Us
Pics for the day

Baby brought me reindeer hairband
Fav pics for the day

*Wishing everybody a very Joyful Merry Christmas!!*

MK training

2009-12-22T20:35:00.004+08:00

Went for MK training last week and it was fabulous..

It really focus on ladies, show how important and what really women can achieve what they want as long as u are willing to dream and work for it..
Is aspiring, speakers are all ladies from Dallas TX and Malaysia...
All are earning alot of money thru MK..
director lah, senior director lah..
Makes me and Yan ni so envy only..

There is also live show of how to do makeup and skin care lesson with MK products.
And we witness results on the spot instantly..
How cool is that..
No joke, u have to experience to believe it...

The speaker say, how much u spend on cloths, shoes and store it in the closet..
But investing ur money on skin care is priceless as it appear on ur face..
This is the part where it hit me the most, as i find it very very true..
Without a gorgeous face that makes u have confident, no matter what u wear is useless..
A person see u ur face when they first make contact with u..

Today i am gonna make my order, first order with Nisa.. hehe..
Really hopes that it really works for me and Nisa as finding a real good skin care product is not easy.. and i really want to help Nisa too..
Being beautiful urself is not enough, you have to share it with everybody..
I love to motivate ppl, especially those close to me..
Share my happiness with them.. hehe..

xoxo to all my friends and colleagues.. =D

pics from MK training

My sil gave me a hair curler, yipee.. super happy..

My first trial

Christmas pics taken from CQ

Shall update soon..

"Wlid" Night

2009-12-19T06:06:00.004+08:00

Yay!! is the time of the yr to "par tee" haha..

"Wild" was the theme, as we have the event at the botanical garden.
Tons of pics to be uploaded but eventually i am too sleepy to do now and my cam batt is low so shall post it the next time.

Look for the day

Spend total: $50 for hairdo and makeup
Dress: RM68

Waited for Nisa to come b4 i change to my romper.
She was so excited to take pics with me.. hehe..

Pics with Nisa

Shall blog soon on Mary Kay's training, new yr resolution and more pics from DnD
After next week i will be on leave, weeee.. *banana dancing*

Dental Check

2009-12-10T21:44:00.005+08:00

A few months back i have done filing in JB with my mommy.

But a few weeks ago, the filing came off and there is a hole in my left wisdom tooth.
When i eat pineapple with salt, the salt went in the hole and is super painful.
There is also another problem, the gum beside the wisdom tooth is swallow and when u press it, there will be yellow liquid coming out (gross).

So today i went to the dentist to get my teeth check.
tot that i have only 1 tooth to do filing but.. ended that all the others i have done filing in JB need to be redo as the filing came off without me realizing..

Crap all the money that i pay off in JB to get it done all wasted..
#@$%#%# what kinda dentist sia.. (pissed)

The dentist asked me do a x-ray and see what is cause the gum to produce the liquid.
Done the x-ray and found out that there is another wisdom tooth beneath the gum and is pushing its way towards the other wisdom tooth which have hole in it.
The dentist told me that i need to have the wisdom tooth beneath the gum to be extracted if not it will cause alot of problem. she will needa cut open my gum and removed it..
listening to it gave me goose bum as i always hated to go for dental check as is painful..
all the drilling... (phobia) as she say to me is very common but is still my first time..sob..
all can be paid by medisave as it may cost from $600 - $900.. what the.. lol.. (faint)
but i did check with julia and was told is kinda around that range..
She told me that it can be done today but i can't be on MC for 5 days as i needa attend training from Mary Kay.. shall do it when Adila is back from maternity leave.

Ended i got 2 wisdom tooth bottom row to get the filing done first.
still have another 1 wisdom tooth top row needs to be done as i only can claim $100 dental each yr.. the dentist also advise to get my teeth clean.. maybe will do it the next time when i have to do the extration.

Shall end my dental post here as is kinda long.. shall update more when i get the wisdom tooth extracted.. *wish me luck*

Here are some photos ..

Mary Kay Skin Care Lesson

My first ever lighting with baby

I'm going on leave for a day tomorrow for Mary Kay training..
Feel that is kinda wasting my leave.. but i have book the date le.. cannot change it..
have to wake up at 7am to prepare.. -_-!!

shall update soon..
*hearts*

Lazy Me

2009-12-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

Sorry for no updates for so long, have been so lazy to update my blog.

Shall update soon...

Yawning...

Is almost over....

2009-11-28T22:05:00.003+08:00

In another 10hrs time, i am finally done with my last 12hrs shift for this week...
have been working for the this 7days(include today) non-stop with 3 freaking 12hrs night shift..
i am officially a walking zombie, sleep work sleep work..
my eye bags are so huge right now!!

left with 2 mask, need to order again and i wanna try the eye mask too.. as babe review not bad..
still thinking what to order from Mary Kay. Tini and Nisa is also preparing their order..
when there are too many choices, women tend to take much longer time to decide..
that's the nature.. hehe..

tomorrow is the only off day i have got...
3 movies which i have yet to see..
2012 (which everybody is talking, i need to freaking see this ASAP)
SAW VI (i came across *Scream Queen* and get to know which girl will be starring in this show)
The Twilight Saga New Moon (Anticipate for so ooo ooo long)

Was thinking to go JB and catch 3 movies at one go.. but checked the timing cannot be done..
I want to go expo too.. John Little sales and Sitex.. so many things to do but so little time.. =(

Ssss SSS ooo OOO looking forward to "December" as i will be taking leave..
As for now.. i have only my "the Mentalist" to accompany me throughout my shift..
Enjoy ur weekend peeps...
XOXO ooouuuutttt...

Feeling of getting my hair perm

2009-11-20T00:09:00.003+08:00

Feel like perming my hair...
but...
my mum & baby will sure say "don't"..
as i have perm my hair a few yrs ago and it spoils my hair that i have to keep trimming it til the spoil hair has all been chop off..

Now that my hair is longer.. i have the feeling to perm again..
worst is that after coloring my hair, it has done some damage to my hair..
so if i go for perming.. the chances of getting my hair damage again is very likely..
but.. but..
so envy those girls with gorgeous curly hair..

envy.. envy.. envy..

guess i will have to stick to using the curler and do it temporary when i want it..

Musics that explains everything

2009-11-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

This few days i have been thinking alot..
Stressing myself out..
Well this song fits me best right now..
Whatever will be will be..
I just need to have faith and believe i can do it..

Que Sera Sera (Whatever will be will be)

When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother, "What will I be?
Will I be pretty?
Will I be rich?"
Here's what she said to me:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

When I was just a child in school,
I asked my teacher, "What will I try?
Should I paint pictures"
Should I sing songs?"
This was her wise reply:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

When I grew up and fell in love.
I asked my sweetheart, "What lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows
Day after day?"
Here's what my sweetheart said:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be."

Now I have Children of my own.
They ask their mother, "What will I be?"
Will I be handsome?
Will I be rich?"
I tell them tenderly:

"Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be.
Que Sera, Sera!"

Random..

2009-11-15T18:58:00.008+08:00

is sunday, when everybody is sleeping til late morning..

i am in the office starting my shift..
when can i have both my weekend free, like totally..??

anyway...

My fav pineapples with black sauce = "yummy!!"
mummy was like saying pineapple is very good for those who wanna slim down as the sugar contain is super low..
recommended to eat with salt or black sauce with chili padi.. "drools"

eyelashes and coffee from thailand
courtesy from SIL..

this few days i have been eating tons of fattening food..and..
SOUL GARDEN!!
dots dots dots.. how to slim down when there is like so many good food..
most of all.. all my friends, colleagues say i don't eat.. see i eat..
is like"sie wan's friday" = to my everyday..

hearts to my baby for doing all the cooking while eating at soul's..
keke.. "xin fu"
LOVES!! xoxo

p/s: he smiles.. like every time we take pics.. =D "wink wink"

the love song i would love to sing to him.
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Christine Glass - My Love Will Take You Home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

"Human Trafficking"

2009-11-12T04:21:00.002+08:00

"Human Trafficking" is another great show that i have watched this past weeks other than "Sister's Keeper" recommended by nisa..

Is not drugs or anything else that are so valuable to make money this few days..
girls, woman, young kids.. are being kidnap and having their bodies being force on by mans.. average of 12 time per day.. gosh.. can you imagine that.. how much of pain and humiliation they went through every single day.. even being this film made and aired, human trafficking is still on-going.. just becos there are still such psycho who are still interested in such kind of sick sex urge.. gosh.. sometimes i am just thinking we are in such a "sick sick world" with such person living around us.. and for mans to treat woman as sex slaves.. selling for money.. "hope they die in fire" like in "drag me to hell".. the youngest victim in the film was like not even 10yrs old.. can you imagine that.. well, i just hope that they can bust every single one of those psycho so that we, woman.. children can live in a safe world..

p/s: great show.. highly recommended to watch it..

He still care and mind..

2009-11-11T02:26:00.004+08:00

this is what i realize.. my guy always say he don care, he don mind.. actually he do..
after clubbing session on Halloween night, he react different.. he have nightmares, which usually happens to me only.. he dream that i left him for another guy.. yesterday, he saw the pics that i took with colin and tien when clubbing and asked.. is his hand over ur shoulder, i replied.. yes.. feeling abit awkward.. feeling guilty too.. but is like nowadays, friends do that all the time.. *correct me if i am wrong* friendly gesture.. is that common now?? i can't be like telling the person "pls get ur hands off my shoulder".. it will make the situation wierd... but i know that when my bf see that, he will feel uneasy and if i were him.. i will too.. who will like to see their gf or bf so friendly with others right??!! after that night of clubbing, i kinda like it *honestly*.. is like i am starting to explore things that i never get to do it when i am younger... on the other hand, i feel very guilty.. he wont tell me not to go, he wont say i cannot go, he wont stop me from going.. but i know deep down, he mind alot.. he started to feel unsecure.. and it kinda hurts me to see that i make him have this kinda feeling.. that was not i intended... although somtimes i would like him to feel that i am important.. but not to this kinda extend.. i am not gonna make any promise to him that i wont go clubbing with my friends as i am not sure whether i will or not.. just dont want to give him any empty promises.. i am going through a stage that i am not sure how to react too.. is like i like to do this thing.. on the other point, i dont want him to feel unsecure.. dilemma..

Anniversary

2009-10-27T21:29:00.005+08:00

Happy 8yrs Anniversary to US..

Hopefully next year, 27 Oct will mark our new journey together...

p/s: more pics will be uploaded in my next post... stay tune..

Happening Oct Part 3

2009-10-25T17:32:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went back to JB home straight after work..
Have my nails and hair touch up done.. mission complete..

Late afternoon, mummy told me that we are gonna have dinner with godmother's family for dinner as my small cousin is also having his birthday on 31st oct.. *happy advance birthday*.. such a coincidence, mum told godmother that it was my actual birthday.. so we went to have a small dinner celebration for both of us.. he is 9 yrs old and i'm 24.. gosh.. so old.. but its the looks that count.. so hide ur age with ur face by taking care..

after the celebration, rush back home bath my niece change her cloths as she poo.. brother is coming back home soon and my parents will drive me down at the same time to pick him up.. my niece was like clinging to me the whole time.. even when my dad carries her she cry for me.. my mum was like saying maybe she mistaken me for her mum.. whaahhah.. it the car, she was playing with my bag at the back seat.. she use to be active.. but yesterday, her head lean on my hand.. she dose off.. so cute.. ask dad to carry her as we are reaching JB custom..

while walking to the checking terminal, i really miss my family... time spend with them is so little... and i appreciate every moment of it.. how i wish they are in sg so that i can spend every min at home with them while i am not working.. always envy my friends as they can go back to their family everyday.. *cry* is even worst after i saw "sisters keeper" is superb... mums are born to be fighters and never will give up for their children..

really miss them alot...
p/s: wishing my kor kor a very happy birthday, we all loves you alot..

happy birthday to me..

2009-10-24T07:06:00.004+08:00

Finally is 24 oct...

When i reached ofiice, i found a cake on my desk.. =D
PY bought a doreamon cake for me, cute.. hehe.. thanks for the cake girl, i love it..

Will be going back JB later after work to get my hair and nails done...
Have a small celebration with my family too, daddy was aking me last week.. hehe..
Shall upload more pics when i am back...
Have a great weekend everybody.. cheers..

Happening Oct Part 2

2009-10-23T07:13:00.004+08:00

yesterday night met up with babe, sorry for being late... went to bugis (iluma) for dinner at thai express *babe recommendation* is superbly nice.. all the spiciness just so shiok.. haha.. ordered by fav sour plum soda.. using alot of tissue while having my dinner.. hehe.. by the time we finish out dinner, our stomach is just so warm.. as a result of too much spicy food..haha.. after that we headed to bugis juction for photo taking session.. took 3 photo sticker all turn out nicely, satisfy.. hehe..
babe's hubby came to pick up after that and i am off to work... want to thank her for the time to meet me up for my birthday celebration simply just loving her accompany.. eventhough it was short by is fulfilling.. will tresure our friendship and there will be definitely more yrs of birthday with her.. =D as this marks the first yr that we celebrate for each other birthday..

was planning to go back JB today.. as i need to get my hair dye, nails done and celebration with my family.. but.. as this moment i am having doubts on going back as i am really tired and i miss my baby so much eventhough we see each other but.. the time spend with him was so short.. *cry* i really need more time.. so many things but too little time.. anyway.. still deciding and if i am going back i am so gonna buy nisa her fav "choco indulgenge" from secret receipe.. as she has been carving for a long time.. haha.. but if i am not.. shall get it for her when i go back JB...

shall end here and... another few more hrs is officially my "bird day".. eventhough i got to celebrate it like a few days ago.. i am still feeling 24 oct special.. haha..

Happening Oct Part 1

2009-10-22T04:20:00.003+08:00

met up with my jie mei last night for my birthday celebration.. is been quite awhile since i celebrate my birthday with them and all of us managed to come.. super happy.. met up around 7pm.. while waiting for colin, went to buy ice coffee from "ya kun".. so bitter.. luckily jun help me to finish it.. yan ni and tien was like saying everytime drink coffee, addicted le ah.. i say no.. just for the sick of drinking it to slim down.. as coffee really helps.. i know is no good, slow death.. but i will slowly cut down when i reach my target weight.. took train to queenstown and took a cab to little bali.. my second time there.. super in love with the surroundings.. it just a place to chill with ur friends and love ones.. yan ni was like saying this place is so suitable for couples.. yea, it really is.. check out their webby http://www.littlebali.com/ they have lots of packages..

we ended up oredering a BBQ seafood platter and a bottle of red wine.. the food was alright still prefer the time when i fisrt visit little bali with baby's and his friend as his friend really knows what to order.. but overall was great... i have a cup of red wine.. looking at the photos now, i face is really red and having headache.. gosh.. i am a lousy drinker.. and i dont really enjoy drinking.. cos the after affect is really terrible.. have to pay money for the drink and u feel terrible after that, kinda not my thing.. wahaha.. waste my stomach space too.. wahahaha.. yan ni and tien was so sweet to order a brownie for me to replace cake as they dont have it.. but i am contented already.. thanks girls.. is the thought that counts.. they also ask me what i want for my birthday and i said no need lah, they help me celebrate i am really happy le.. no need gifts... like i told babe too.. celebrating with you guys is enough for me..

after dinner we cab to clark quay to find some cool place to hangout.. reach there, we found ourselves walking up and down.. choosing which club to visit.. but i have to go to work at 12am.. so i have to forgo.. jun was saying she dont really wanna go too as she dont really like club.. ended up.. we decided to call it for the day and shift the plans to 31st oct, to celebrate colin and tien's bithday.. took cab to office and is like 11.15pm, super early... meeting up babe later in the evening to celebrate my birthday.. super excited.. we will be doing our nails, taking photo stickers "second time" and hopefully stanley can meet up for dinner so that we can visit our old western shop.. the food there is super yummy.. have been wanting to visit the place back but not sure how to get there.. keke..

DnD 2009 & Birthday Celebrations plans...

2009-10-21T03:01:00.004+08:00

This year DnD will be @ Singapore Botanical Gardens..
Simply love the atmosphere... super nice... is great to chill in places like this as you will just relax.. 18 Dec, theme "wild costumes".. did talk about the costumes with mich, PY and tini.. as they stated to wear like flinstones, me and mich was like thinking one of us be "Betty Rubble" and "Wilma Flintstone".. haha.. cute.. PY and me was like thinking also.. as everybody knows that she is in love with spongebob, so i suggest to her y not u be spongebob lah.. wahaha... the first reaction she say "ok" excitedly.. but where to get so big sponge sia.. burst to laugh.. wahaha.. even worst.. we went to like suggesting to wear like "nurse", "school girls" suddenly all the SM chars coming out.. whahaha... buay ta han.. monday i also suggested like y not do like wondergirls.. all the helpdesk as 1 team.. chio right.. rock too.. PY was like are u serious.. can consider ah.. is nice since we wanna look nice for DnD too.. "zombie bride" kept coming to my mind too.. cos i watched the mean girls and lindsay did it in the movie.. haha.. hmm... everything is not set yet as.. we still have to see who get to go and who is on duty.. let faith decides.. hehe..

This coming 2 weeks will be a busy week for me.. birthday week and annivesary.. meetups and more meetups.. today night, will be meeting my "jie mei" for dinner at little bali.. simply love this place.. will bring babe next time round..

meeting my babe for celebration tomorrow.. fri or sat i might be going back JB as my parents wants to celebrate for me too.. baby's parents wants to celebrate for me too.. on sat's night.. will be having dinner at ichiban sushi cwp.. jap food..

really need to buy more time.. gosh.. as i still need to get my hair colour, do nails and trim eyebrow b4 faizal and sharifah wedding.. is sec sch renion.. so i wish to look the best i can be.. wahaha.. =P

spending time with my family

2009-10-20T05:58:00.004+08:00

finally i have a day off... went back to JB and spend time with my family, miss them so much.. my niece is getting bigger.. super cute and adorable...

yesterday morning we went city square old town and have breakfast.. ordered prawn noodles, is super big bowl and super nice.. love it.. my niece have started to ask for food when she sees that we are eating.. banging on the table, shouting, making all sorts or noises.. haha.. makes my day to see her so active.. my kai xin guo.. daddy, mummy and me will like take turns to feed her.. mouth open big big when food is in front of her.. haha.. after that we went to watson as my facial and facial wipe has finish.. as usual alot of shops are having sale, tempted to buy everything.. haha.. mummy and daddy bought my niece back home after watson and shoes shopping as my niece need her nap..

decided to go shopping alone as i still need to shop a dress for faizal and sharifah's wedding.. have eye on a dress and romper but never bought it a few weeks ago.. i am always like this, when i see things i like i wont but it immediately.. will take time to consider.. haha.. usually this will make me regret as by the time when i went back to the shop to look for the piece of cloth that i wanted to buy is ofs... always never learn my lesson.. but luckily, this time round both are still available, super happy.. tried on other, tempted to buy too.. but have to watch my spending too.. so ended up forgo some items..

cannot soncentrate right now, super tired now.. i need to sleep.. miss my bed badly and i am having this sore throat that is killing me... 2 hrs more to go...

cannot be lazy...

2009-10-10T18:04:00.004+08:00

this past one week have been in NTT.
working morning shift 8am-5pm, sheged..
woke up at 5am everyday reach home at 6 plus nearly 7pm..

this tuesday yan ni brought tien, me and colin for a facial lesson at "Mary Kay".
It was a great lesson on how to use the right way to clean our face.
and guess what is totally free.. hehe.. it was yan ni's sister introduce us in.. the next lesson is on.... "make up" omg!! simply excited... wahahaha... keeping my finger cross that i am on morning shift and able to attend it. cos i am simply in love with all this lesson on grooming myself and i think is awesome to know more.. though i am tired but.. still have to take good care of my skin and look good for myself.. i dont want to be a old hagged lady... been using mask for the past weeks and i feel great about it. as they always say "mei you chou nu ren zi you lan nu ren" *apologies for my bad han yu pin ying* this month cawai's magazine they also features their models without makeup.. them with make up is stunning.. and their face is super flawless.. so a piece of advise, even if you are very very busy and tired.. still have to take good care of your face and body.. like using mask, use UV protection cream, drink lots of water... *thank babe for teaching me how to use mask*

after 1 plus month past, my items from spree has arrived.. so happy!! thank you julia.. Tried on all the cloths and all i can fit on.. but the white/navy dress, the white top part is kinda transparent.. have to wear a inner top.. the bag is also kinda dissapointing, quality not as i expected.. but overall still alright. i also bought a romper from wdl metro. light jean colour with polka dots, cost $26.90 after discount. hehe.. i still want to buy a dress for sec school gathering on 31 oct also have to go for hair dyeing, mani/pedi and eyebrow trimming.. pack pack pack...

I have some good news to share.. First, Adila have given to a healthy baby gerl yesterday. when i saw the pic on the bus, my hair stand up.. too happy and surprise.. haha.. how i wish to have my own babies too.. they are so adorable.. hehe.. wants to tell her to rest well and we will visit you soon.. take care and enjoy your maternity leave.. haha..

Second, our schedule have changed for the month of oct.. yay!!! i will be in TTNI for the next 2 weeks but some weekends i will still need to go back to NTT.. but, i am contented at least is better..

Third, my baby has received an email yesterday from MBS saying that they have review his qualifications and he is now promoted to "Dealer Inspecter" super duper happy.. as this will be a turning point for us...

There is a bad new also... yesterday we went to blk 768 to have our dinner.. we prepare to go home, just standing beside our car. but i was thinking to take stuffs to alin as earlier i planning to meet her up for dyi mani/pedi session at her wdl house but i was too tired. so i decided to drop by her house to give her the cloths and magazine that i helped her to buy. but she haven reply yet, so i think is still early and ask baby to go with me and buy prawn crackers.. as i am shopping, there is a loud siren sound, baby say police.. *panick* he quickly rush to his car to check and i am paying for my tibits... as i was walking to the car, baby called and say we kena summons le.. WTH!!! sian... haiz... i shall not have went to buy those tibits... i can only blame myself... $100+ fly away liao and baby kena deduct 3 demirit points.. *sorry baby* lesson learn shall not waste my time when parking illegal.

2009-10-03T06:39:00.002+08:00

"sui neng liao jie wo de xin ku"... *cry*
heart is aching, tears are dropping...

Counting down to Anniversary

2009-09-27T20:28:00.002+08:00

Counting down...
Exactly One more month and is our 8yrs Anniversary!!
super excited...

2009-09-27T20:08:00.006+08:00

"Happening" 25 September ... Mummy's birthday... Baby's graduation..
very very busy day...Really make full use of the whole day day... *schedule is packed*

Brother and sil is still in SG til 12am plus... butt itchy, watch "phobia 2" until so late no more bus back to JB* end up baby and me have to go in much earlier.. in the middle of the night... 2 plus AM... while on our way to JB, one of the car tire was making some funny noises.. we stop and check, found nothing.. conitinue to drive back to my JB house.. reach home and checked and found that there is a "nail" on his tire.. luckily the tire is hard enough and air is not leaking out.. we have to wait til morning to let the tire workshop check.. woke up 10 plus.. and off we go to check on the tires.. end up there is like 4 "nails" in "1" tire!!! WTH... how does all this nails get into one tire... bro and baby was saying maybe is the junction we miss to turn and run our way to near to the right of the road and kena... >.< indirectly say is my fault..baby also say i am very lousy at giving road directions..*sian face* anyway the damage cost RM5 only.. cheap sia.. hehe..

Mummy's Birthday
Hope that she love the lunch and have a very happy day that day..

After that we went City Square.. bought DVDs, Program CDs, Games CDs, Baby's shoe, Magazines and Secret Receipe cakes for Nisa... hehe... wanted to buy cloths and shoes but no time le... baby say next time come in and buy.. hehe.. maybe next week *thinking* since i working 12-9am... went back SG at 3 plus 4pm... smooth traffic, not much cars.. hehe... hate traffic jam...

by the time we reach home prepare is already 5 plus le... late le...

Baby's Graduation
Want to congrats him for graduating.. so happy for him..

After that we went to have a drink a this superb place with amazing ambiance.. *very good recommendation from jiaen* food and drink is great too... yum yum.. most important is the place is very good for chatting.. *highly recommeded*

was thinking to go that place for my birthday too.. hehe..

2009-09-23T19:24:00.004+08:00

Yeah!!! i am very happy today.. hehe.. =D
Nisa has agreed to change shift with me after a few days of consideration.
She ask her mum that whether she should change shift with me as it was my mum's birthday.
Her mum told her to change with me as next time if she needed help to change shift and is her mum's birthday i can return her a favor too.. hehe, thank you so much Nisa and Nisa's mum..
I promise to treat her KFC.. hehe..

Joyce's spree has finally arrived with my stock..
actually i bought 1 working pants, 1 jeans and a top but the jeans and the top is oos... *sob*
shall buy another time.. whahaha as my colleagues here are super into spree and my boss too.. thank you Julia for helping us coordinating with the seller.. =D
the working pants seem big, shall try it when i get home *excited* wahaha...

Today i woke up late, woke up abt 2pm.. was slightly late for work.. >.never get to wash my clothing as i woke up late, tomorrow will be a busy day for me.
have to really get up early so as to wash my cloths..

I miss my sil "mango salad", yummy...
she always make it for me.. noodles salad is also nice.. *drooling*

I like only to put ikan bilis inside my mango salad...

Hope this week Tini, Xiao Lan & Pei Yun training will be better than what we have last week.

2009-09-21T01:26:00.007+08:00

Dad's birthday
friday (18 sep) was my dearest daddy's birthday.
although i am not feeling well, i went back to celebrate dad's birthday with my family.
my mum's birthday is on (25 sep) a week later after my dad's birthday.
kor kor was not able to make it as he have some urgent working matters to attend to..
so that left with mummy, daddy, sil, viya(niece) and me..
we all have a sumptuous meal in a Chinese restaurant which the singer sings english songs.. whahaha.. but it was kinda nice..
total bill was $133 for 4 person, not bad for 4 persons and the food is good too..
it was on my treat, hehe... as long as my parents is happy, i am happy! =D

saturday the next day, daddy wanted to go ktv at red box (pelangi plaza).
RM 22++ with 1 cup of drink and buffet high tea.. total bill turn out to be RM71 for 3 person, is actually kinda cheap and the room is big, service not bad and sound system good too.. lots of song! (pics to be uploaded)

this week i manage to meet up with my bestie, Alin babe..
we just love eat others accompany... took quite long time to decide to have our dinner ended up eating jap food in paragon, the food not bad too... walk walk around and we went home as Alin babe scare that i will be super tired the next day of work. Alin babe hubby's came to pick us home. Really paiseh as he drive me all the way home and have not taken his dinner... >.really wanna say a big thank you to him and Alin babe for driving me home.. hehe.. love the pics i took with her... =D

Lastly, i hope that i can change shift with my colleague on this friday(25 sep).. super imporatant to me as is my mummy's birthday and is baby's graduation day! keeping my finger cross...

2009-09-19T01:14:00.002+08:00

depress.. emo..
lots of stuff running in my head..
have not been well this 2 days, taken mc and resting at home..
my body is failing me.. left thumb shaking non-stop, doc say if after one week still like that have to refer to specialist.. gosh.. what really happen to me ???!!! dunnoe what should i do.. days in NTT really sux, XL emotions taking over her too.. been crying when we are there.. lots of unexpected things and not sure what our future holds.. we only have the 3 of us to hold on to.. though i keep telling XL to be strong and give herself more time, but me myself is holding on too so that to keep XL and tini motivated as i know we cant give up.. "pek chek" and "sad"...

things started to change when i thought my life in TTNI is gonna turn out great.. the 8 girls in helpdesk are so bonded.. loves to joke and miss the laughter... just as i thought there is not gonna be any changes.. TTNI has signed up with NTT to do support for them... the reason i left my old company was becos it was outsource, transition is terrible.. now.. i have to go through with it... y all IT company likes transition... sob... scare of being alone, scare of changes, scare that i cant cope, scare that i let julia down as i know taking mc for the pass 2 days is no good as we are having training.. question myself y i keep going out when i know my own body needs a rest.. feel stupid.. feel miserable..

Just hoping for the best.. hope that we can be back in TTNI like the old days although i have been there for like 9 months only, there is like my second home with all my sisters... miss u girls badly... "holding on"... *cry*...

2009-09-15T22:08:00.005+08:00

today is the second day in NTT... what can i say?? only "one" word can describe, "SIAN"...
the whole day we do is reading SOP and manuals.. sian sian sian.. super, freaking sian..
still have 3 more days!!! til i am back in TTNI... miss TTNI so much..

1st day

2nd day

Dinner at Sakura Wdl

Hope that will be a better "tomorrow"!!!

2009-09-12T23:13:00.002+08:00

super tired and full..
back from company event just now from Bottle Tree Park..
have lots of fun.. paintball and buffet cum BBQ.
the foods are very nice, really enjoy ourselves..
our group got the second prize for paintball, hehe.. $150 cash!!! superb!!
never got hit and i think i hit ppl 2 times.. sorry that i fire at you 'tini' not purposely de.. >.<
Pei Yun and Julius was super funny, Pei Yun was name "The Terminator" super *garang* wahaha.. Julius, he drop his shoe in the middle of the game. we are like laughing our ass off!!
and the weather is super hot too.. keep on sweating..

yesterday went changi airport terminal 3 for popeye..
baby and my favorite, the fries and mash potatoes is superb.. love it!!
went to the candie shop to buy some m&ms and sweets the packing of the sweets and choco packing is very nice..

monday we have to go NTT, miss TTNI so much..
yesterday is like the last day, all of us was so emotions as adila was going for her maternity leave too *4 months* gosh gonna miss her so much and all the fun that we have when we are altogether.. she tears and everyone of us was about to tears too.. guess that we really bonded with each others.. was like saying adlia can cater food to us when we are in NTT as she is staying in bedok.. haha.. the 4 girls that are going to NTT is XL, Tini, PY and Me.. I am like saying we are the elites *the test rats actually* haha.. guess i will have to wake up super early le..

2009-09-07T06:25:00.013+08:00

Cant get myself back to slp since 5am, so here i am blogging..

Recap on weigh in..
the result is not up to my expectation.. target not met..
think i will have to put in more affect this week.
next weigh in is on next coming monday 14 sep.. *scare that i cant meet my expectation*

After treatment there is a lunch gathering with mum's family..
it held beside Sutera Mall, called pekin restaurant..
8 course meal... >.< so many.. 2 tables altogether.
Jia Juan, my cousin told me that the adults actually plan to take up 3 table, all with 8 courses.. gosh.. how to finsh.. in the end 2 table dishes all cant be finish.. wahaha.. luckily.. "kan teh" was like saying the restaurant is very good as they let us cancel the last table.. as usual, our fav last dish was the dessert.. "or ni" lol.. yam paste.. teochew dish.. but it was a dissapointment as it turns out not to be that nice.. my own opinion..

Baby is going to have his back checkup in TTSH at 9am later, gonna drop me at novena square later as i need to go for server check..
want to wish him all the best in his exams and pass with flying colours!!

Bored...

2009-09-05T19:34:00.002+08:00

Alright, i officially feels that FB is bored...
no more games... done farming.. done cleaning the tanks.. MJ!! out of money.. crap, keep on losing no more money cannot play.. boring..

Just slept for 5 hrs today and have to rush to work as i wake up at 3pm+.. bath and ask baby to send me to work.. luckily he agree to send me to work, if not.. dead meat.. seriously exhausted.. can tell it from my face.. Adila was telling me to give away some of my OT as she is worry abt my health whether i can take it anot. thanks for the concern Adila, will take care of myself and i will definitely eat when i am hungry.. promise.. 'i will survive' this month hectic schedule.. thanks for all the concern from you guys..

My consultant called me earlier to remind me that i am having a appt with her tomorrow morning 11am.. have to wake up like 9am get ready and get back to JB.. tiring i must say.. my 'jie mei' are meeting out.. but i cant go.. work = no life + family = even more no life.. no time for myself.. i need more time.. can i buy some "time".. i need change, deperately need changes in my life.. was looking through some courses, thinking really hard to take up the course next yr anot.. not sure whether i can cope.. now no time, not to say to squeeze in time to take up the course.. as ppl say time is manage by urself, is not call no time is how u manage ur time.. i still have a few months to plan, shall discuss this with my mum and seek her opinion.. mummy always know what to do..

Earlier, while coming to work..
was walking to the car and i was telling baby how much i weigh now. he ask back, what is ur target weight?? 55kg?? nope, 50kg at least.. but i was telling him, dont really think 50kg is enough lei, think 45kg.. he is saying carzy ah u.. too thin le.. to me wont lei, like no different.. wahaha.. get to my target weight then say.. then he saying compare to last time, can really see the different.. *happy* but not satisfied... i continue, what if i reach 50kg and still the weight drop by itself.. "baby replied: if u continue how u eat, sure drop de mah" >.
Reason for slimming down:
1st - want to look good for myself.. all girls are vain..
2nd - want baby to feel good to bring me out (eventhough he never ask but who wants their girl to be fat right..)
3rd - to wear nice wedding gown (dunno when but just prepare lah! :P)
4th - for health issue..

Still 400 grams away from my weigh in tomorrow.. >.<
Hope that i reach my target for this week.. haha.. wish me luck!!

busy weekend..

2009-09-05T01:37:00.002+08:00

Is gonna be a busy weekend.. working til 9am this morning, go home and have to go report to work at 4pm - 1am.. gosh.. i think i will have panda eyes soon.. have to do mask le, just to keep my face look fresh.. then after work at 1am sun, have to go back JB at around 9am as i am having appt with london for treatment.. have not been follow up with them for abt 1 month plus, as i am very busy with work and family.. also have set target for myself b4 returning for treatment.. so far so good.. weight has been decreasing, feel gd abt it but still have to keep an eye on my weight as it is like the *stock market* wahaha.. exaggerate.. today baby look at my purse and there is some old photos that we took and he was saying "gosh.. u look so big size sia".. lol at that time dont really notice but now looking back, is really disgusting.. dunno how i can let myself to be so "fat" fattest in my life 73.4kg.. promise myself that i cannot return to be fat again.. hope that i can remain like this or slimmer.. still have a long way to my target.. cant slp this morning after work as i was thinking abt stuffs.. time really flies.. dad and mum's birthday is approaching.. wish that they have pink health and always happy.. my birthday and 8th yrs anniversary is approaching too.. dunno how to celebrate, not sure who will celebrate for me too.. the older i get, birthday celebration seems so dull.. not sure what to get for baby too cos do many yrs le, have bought and made tons of presents for him.. *need suggestions* boring working.. my kor kor and SIL is going to BKK, how i wish i can go with them and shop til i drop.. hehe.. but have to work.. shall ask my SIL to help me buy stuff.. was chatting with Alin-babe and she say mac cosmetic is cheap there but i guess SIL not sure what i want.. another suggestion from her is to buy fake eyelashes.. haha.. yesh.. i want fake eyelashes, yipee.. tee too as most of my tee are too big.. BKK have lots of nice tees.. haha.. *excited* cant wait for them to go and come back with the goodies.. hehe..

Unwell..

2009-09-03T00:16:00.003+08:00

This 2 days have been feeling unwell..
feel cold on the outside warm in the inside... headache.. feel like vomiting..
u guys must be saying i dont eat enough.. wrong.. i ate alot.. just that when i working
night time, i dont really eat.. but when i am hungry i will eat just like yesterday.
*adila say i finally eat something* cos i dont eat and drink at all for the whole shift..
today i ate chocolate, pizza sticks and chicken.. still unwell.. so that proves that is not
the cause of it.. this morning b4 heading back home, tini came at 7.30am shift and
we start all yaking.. tini's was saying to name her son call aidil and daughter call fitri..
so immediately i say ur husband name is selamat so together is selamat aidilfitri.. all
of us bust to laugh.. wahaha.. tini was so happy as she can go home at 4.30pm.. then
we suddenly ask her got bf liao ah, silent... then she reply.. then we were saying y
hesitate and say got bf liao eh.. haha.. so cute.. love working with them cos they
are my *kai xin guo*.. haha.. was feeling sleepy but she make me awake.. she is
always full of jokes.. actually we are just crazy when we are around each other.. all have
our unique characters.. haha.. TTNI days wont be so bright if it wasn't u guys being with me..

Random

2009-09-01T06:15:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to blog..
Baby not having lessons on tues, wed and fri..
so he have more time to accompany me.. hehe..
as much as baby told me not to think too much, all that saying went off my mind
whenever he is not around me.. begin to wild thinking.. think i am really
paranoid sometimes.. shall learn to have more confident in him and stop all the thinking..
if not is really gonna affect our relationship.. this month is gonna be a busy month for me
as i will be working most at 12-9am shift.. but i kinda like it, as i have more time to spend..
jun and accompany is planning to go to bkk, i cant go as man power is not enough for this
month and next month.. and i guess mummy wont allow me to go too.. *still think i am a
young girl.. lol.. think i am just a mummy's girl ba.. anything will still goes to her.. all her
saying still matters alot, no matter how old am i.. cos she will always be my one and only
mummy in my heart.. love her.. shall end here.. working.. bye..

Insecure

2009-08-29T01:12:00.003+08:00

insecure.. insecure.. insecure..
insecure is a big part of my problem.. even though baby tell me that he only love me..
i know that he love me, but i just dont know y i always have this feeling.. maybe i have
noconfidence in myself.. that is y? or maybe is becos of the thing happen in the past
that leaves footsteps in my heart? not sure is it me or other girls will also feel
what i feel.. when i see there is sms from his girl friend, i will be like super conscious..
when he clear his sms or phone list, i will have doubts.. am i paranoid.. hope that
i am not.. have to learn to let go..let him have his own space, cos i know what i am
doing to him will eventually make him piss.. unlike, he say that i am not paranoid
and he dont mind me like this.. but still i think i have to learn to let go.. learn
that he will have girl friends.. just like me having guy friends.. but he have some
very good girl friends and is like he always have girls that want
to get close to him, that is the part that i am scare of.. but like everybody say "if he
wanna leave, he will leave.." so no need to scare.. lol.. but of cos will sure scare de
mah cos i have put in so for this relationship and he is very important to me that's y..
hope that i can recover from my 'sickness' soon.. so that i wont feel that i give him alot
of pressure.. wish me luck and feel free to give comments if u have any tips.. hehe..
shall end here.. enjoy ur weekend peeps..

Dinner w Jun & Tien

2009-08-27T05:38:00.007+08:00

Never turn up for treatment session with jean yip as i went to have dinner with jun
& tien together with baby. Tien was kinda having some relationship problems..
baby went back home first as he needs to attend for his *raid*, haha.. *World Of Warcraft*
gamer thingy.. after lunch we went shopping for awhile. tried on some
cloths, was very happy as my dress size drop. still have to keep it up as i need to
lost another 10 more kg to my target weight *finger cross* tien bought a denim dress
for $30 after 30% discount as my friend was the supervisor.. haha *sweet benefit* jun
bought a black cardigan for work. nothing for me.. tien is gonna wear that dress for faizal
and sharifah wedding *31 oct*. super excited as we will be having our secondary
school gathering.. its been yrs i have seen them.. time really flies.. still remember the
days when all the girls play in the rain with our uniforms and was announce the next day
morning in the assembly, haha.. lots of fun stuff.. super sleepy right now, eye vision
blurring out.. lol.. shall end here..

jean yip

2009-08-25T17:36:00.002+08:00

just called up jean yip and made a appointment at 5.30pm tomorrow.
left with 3 more session and i dont have to ever see their faces again especially "yvonne".
*she is the lady who intro me to this stupid package..
all they do is the treatment and they dont really care abt ur diet.
hard selling all their products whenever u visit them for treatment.
seriouly i wont give any single cents anymore to jean tip cos it really sucks..
FYI, this package was sign up like 2 yrs ago when baby ask me to try it out.
i even sign up for another facial package all being paid by baby.
but eventually i cancel the facial and took the slimming cream.. $200+ for a tube of cream
i went for 15 sessions and stop cos i can't see any result and all the hard selling is
way to sickening for me. Til this yr july they contacted me back and say i
still left with 5 sessions more with them. so in my mind, i just wanna finish
the package since money is already paid.

package include:
machine
cold wrap
hot blacket and wrapping

they always do the cold wrap after that it will be the hot blacket and wrapping.
hot blacket is to make u sweat like hell like u just run from a 5km distance.
instead, not one single sweat was found on any parts of my body..
i am actually very scare of cold, when the hot blacket in the process the body is still
recovering from the coldness. til the end of the hot wrap, my body is abt to sweat. it is
like 30 mins later cos the whole hot balcket process is abt 30mins..
so when they come into the room and tell u is time up but u feel no sweat, this is a point
that u think is a waste of time cos u expect urself to sweat..
oh well i just wanna get this done with.. dont really care abt it anymore as my mind has
been set that this package is a total waste of money and time..

now i have found a better slimming center that provides good service and they really
monitor ur weight and diet. always have to weight in every session *jean yip dont do that.
shall blog this when i have the time..*lazy

for tomorrow, baby is going for his running *RT
for me going to jean yip, make full use of time..haha..
last but not least jean yip sucks big time..

Weekend 22 Aug 23 Aug

2009-08-24T03:03:00.012+08:00

Well this will be my first post..

Saturday (22 Aug)
Went back to JB
Mummy was having her gym session with godmother on sat morning.
Waited for mummy to pick me up in city square while she is having her lunch with her.
Went to Watson bought my facial wipe to remove my make up *feel that is much better
than to use makeup remover*
Watson was having great sales, feel like buying everything.. >.< *control* After that..
i wanted to go straight to wait for mummy at RHB bank, but ended up walking into Colour
*the shop name* As usual it was on sales like all of the others shop. Without delay, i pick
up 2 tops and went trying.. Both tops looks beautiful, thus i bought it.. gosh.. just less
than an hour, i have spend more then RM100. I walk out of the shop and see the next
shop from far distance, super lots of ppl.. SHOES!! lol.. tell myself not to walk there and
so i was on my way to wait for mummy le. waited for another 15 mins, mummy was here.
the first thing i told my mum was, u know what? i have just spend RM100+ while
waiting for u.. as usual.. she grumbler.. haha.. what can i say mum's instinct reach
home, daddy was not around.. mummy say that he is busy having meeting.. ate my
mee salad that was made by my sis-in-law and off i go to do my nails. feel that i am
becoming more and more vain.. gosh.. *money splendid* mummy is bringing us to
the park, which she say is very BIG.. when we reach there woo.. so many ppl, is
really big.. love the scenery.. brother and sis-in-law went running while mummy
and me together with my niece was enjoying the fresh air.. took quite a few of
photos in the park and was thinking to take my wedding outdoor photos there..
haha.. *thinking* after that mummy brought us to tun aminah to have dinner..
abalone kway teoh.. i chose to eat fuzhuo fishball and dumpling soup.. yum yum..
but i prefer the original stall.. althought compare to be dirtier the place..
overall alright.. thought that i could rest awhile but.. mummy wants me to
accompany her to her secondary school gathering first thing i ask, am i the
only daughter that will be there while others are old ladies.. lol.. my mum laugh
and i just went along.. we have a hard time finding the place becos of the number
display too small.. went i got in the house, their puppy kept on licking me.. i dunno
what to do and kept blocking.. lol.. i love puppies but licking is disgusting..lol..
mummy chatted with her friends til 11pm+ and we went home. watched a dancing
program with kor and mummy and turn
in at 1+ 2am.. super tired..

Sunday(23Aug)
Mummy woke up early like 10+
heard my niece voice as she was playing to herself and super active.
love her so much.. especially she is like doing those super cute noises..
I can't get back to sleep anymore and got up.. still tired though..
mummy cooked poridge and we ate it after that i bath and kor sent me to custom
and i was back in SG at 4pm+ waited for byby in sheng siong as his parents needed
to replenish groceries..
ended up buying alot of food.. otak..tibit..tibits.. and more tibits..
i ate 10 pieces of otak plus 1 pack of tapioca chips and logan ....
goshh.. my weight just shoot up.. will put in more effort this coming week..
thats all for now.. ciao.. and enjoy the pics..

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2010 Resolution

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MK training

"Wlid" Night

Dental Check

Lazy Me

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Musics that explains everything

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Bored...

busy weekend..

Unwell..

Random

Insecure

Dinner w Jun & Tien

jean yip

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Weekend 22 Aug 23 Aug